to paddle is to give alms

November 10, 2004

my biggest regret about my once-in-a-lifetime meeting with gary snyder (yeah yeah, the story is coming) is that i didn’t ask him about canoeing. asked if he’d ever been to the boundary waters. etc. it could have been very interesting.

that’s the wenonah sundowner, 17-footer. it may or may not be our canoe. we went looking last night at midwest mountaineering and they have some 2002 models for a really good price. have i mentioned how excited i am to be getting a canoe? big plans, let me tell ya. i got big plans for that thing.

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you said it.

November 9, 2004

douglas brinkely, stuffy historian extraordinaire, has recently released a book that sounds fascinating

…Douglas Brinkley… has dug into the journals of Jack Kerouac and discovered the philosophical world of one of the Beat Generation’s greatest writers.

i haven’t done so yet, but you can listen to an interview with him about the work on a boston npr station. you can also buy the book on amazon.

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he lived 12 lifetimes in one

November 9, 2004

my jury is still out on neal cassady, it always will be. in “the literature” (i’m not the only one that has formed his opinion of him 90% from on the road and 10% from the electric kool-aid acid test) he is more insane, reckless and overloaded on testosterone than anything else.

i can’t quite forgive him for abandoning jack in mexico city.

as i’ve discovered has often been the case in my world, i dislike “the original” of anything because in my day and age that prototype has been so often mimicked (poorly) that when i come face-to-face with the real deal, it seems like another self-conscious example. the jailbird-writer/artist is so… so… 1996. but cassady must have been 100%. my feelings are conflicted and i’m no position to try to elaborate any more. without further ado, this from the cleveland plain dealer:

“One thing I try to get across is that I remember my dad as a father to me and my sisters and a husband to my mom,” [Neal's son, John Allen] Cassady said. “I had an idyllic childhood. He worked for 10 years as a brakeman for the railroad. He died at 42, but he lived 12 lifetimes in one. It was like he was everywhere at the same time.”

that statement embodies the most attractive part of cassady’s mythology to me: the constant movement. never wasting a minute. always alive. always awake. always observant.

“This was not a planned movement’ with these guys,” Cassady said. “They were not out to change the world with their beliefs. They were simply free thinkers, ahead of their time, who were deeply committed to art. To music, writing and painting. And to each other.”

last night i was reading the dharma bums (can you tell i’ve been reading it lately? had to after my trip to san fran) and i read the section where jack is introduced to yabyum. i’ve actually never liked the section all that much–jack’s awkwardness getting naked in front of other men is a revealing comment that complete rejection of social mores did not come easy to him; i don’t feel like he gives princess a fair shot, assuming that she is into yabyum only because she wants to become a buddhist like the men; etc–but what i did like was the setup of the scene: jack and allen ginsberg living in their small cottage in berkeley, spending an evening laying around, reading and typing poems. jack kerouac and allen ginsberg just hanging out doing that. best friends who would go on to be major figures in american history and literature! i’m sorry, but how cool is that to think about?

“When [Jack] visited he always slept in a sleeping bag in the back yard under a tree,” Cassady said. “In the morning, we’d run out and jump on him.”

god bless the man and his life.

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my clementine

November 9, 2004

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freedom’s just another word.

November 9, 2004

after the gift opening sunday and the subsequent attempt to make sense of our apartment again with all the new stuff in it, it was interesting to stumble across a new jack kerouac quote today:

if you own a rug, you own too much.

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the second and number one dharma bum

November 8, 2004

–I saw Japhy loping along in that curious long stride of the mountain-climber, with a small knapsack on his back filled with books and toothbrushes and whatnot which was his small “goin-to-the-city” knapsack as apart from his big full rucksack complete with sleeping bag, poncho, and cookpots. He wore a little goatee, strangely Oriental-looking with his somewhat slanted green eyes, but he didn’t look like a Bohemian at all, and was far from being a Bohemian (a hanger-onner around the arts). He was wiry, suntanned, vigorous, open, all howdies and glad talk and even yelling hello to bums on the street and when asked a question answered right off the bat from the top or bottom of his mind I don’t know which and always in a sprightly sparkling way.

“Where did you meet Ray Smith?” they asked him when we walked into The Place, the favorite bar of the hepcats around the Beach.

“Oh I always meet my Bodhisattvas in the street!” he yelled, and ordered beers.

Japhy was in rough workingman’s clothes he’d bought secondhand in Goodwill stores to serve him on mountain climbs and hikes and for sitting in the open at night, for campfires, for hitchhiking up and down the Coast. In fact in his little knapsack he also had a funny green alpine cap that he wore when he got to the foot of a mountain, usually with a yodel, before starting to tromp up a few thousand feet. He wore mountainclimbing boots, expensive ones, his pride and joy, Italian make, in which he clomped around over the sawdust floor of the bar like an oldtime lumberjack. Japhy wasn’t big, just about five foot seven, but strong and wiry and fast and muscular. His face was a mask of woeful bone, but his twinkled like the eyes of old giggling sages of China, over that little goatee, to offset the rough look of his handsome face. His teeth were a little brown, from early backwoods neglect, but you never noticed that and he opened his mouth wide to guffaw at jokes. Sometimes he’d quiet down and just stare sadly at the floor, like a man whittling. He was merry at times. He showed great sympathetic interest in me and in the story about the little Saint Teresa bum and the stories I told him about my own experiences hopping freights or hitchhiking or hiking in woods.

“What’s these signs mean?”

“These signs mean that Han Shan came down from the mountain after many years roaming around up there, to see his folks in town, says, ‘Till recently I stayed at Cold Mountain, et cetera, yesterday I called on friends and family, more than half had gone to the Yellow Springs,’ that means death, the Yellow Springs, ‘now morning I face my lone shadow, I can’t study with both eyes full of tears.’”

“That’s like you too, Japhy, studying with eyes full of tears.”

“My eyes aren’t full of tears!”

“Aren’t they going to be after a long long time?”

“They certainly will, Ray… and look here…”

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